I felt like...

Today I was havin somethin stucked in mind and I felt like...I wanna talk to you..

but then..

I know I can't, coz I can't be that selfish...well, actually, what I have in mind is somethin that I feel annoying in my own life..it sucks, but I believe I can handle myself...you know, when I was feelin so annoying and stucked today, I thought about the past...the past that I used to talk to you, but once again, I can't be that selfish coz I m already been so selfish to you, and that's enough..anyways....

I strongly believe I can handle it by myself, it will be ok.

Hope all is well with you.