God's Will?

Although recently I'm getting happy about expecting the birth of our baby this year, my job is getting worse. It's like a Chinese idiom, "you have gain on one hand and lost on the other".

I have been working on a project about a doll and it was supposed to be a piece of cake. However, beause of stupid politics on client's side, it gave us large amount of unexpected workload. I need to work whole day everyday for this project which I am required to do tedious adjustments and documentation. The complication is that the code was originally done by their US colleagues, but they programmed the toy without considering production factors. Ironically, they require us to debug for them and to keep their play pattern untouched. This is really smart for them because they could get rid of any responsibility if there is anything gone wrong later.

I don't want to tell too much detail but yesterday my boss blamed me for not informing him for a "mistake" caused by client's US colleagues. First of all it was not a "mistake" acutally, secondly he used a tone so strong that I could not accept.

It just did not make sense to blame me for other people's faults. To me, it's like solving a riddle. You just can't blame people for failing to find the answer.

I initially decided to resign this morning and I wrote and printed the letter. Before I wanted to submit it, my boss asked me to discuss the project again with him. I was like flying in the space because I didn't have the mood to talk to him at all. But suddenly in the middle of his conversation, he took the initiative to say sorry to me. I was shocked because I did not expect he would do it. Right away I forgot about the letter and forgave him.

I prayed to God for His intervention on this matter the night before. Obviously He listened to my prayer. Jesus I thank you for letting me know Your will.