暫別了

這兩天電話不停響起.  每響起都心裡一沉, 不知news是怎樣...  

以前團契一位姊妹今日黃昏走了.  知道Vie已安息在父裡, 我們會再見的...  Missing you....   知道她的家人, 男友, 身邊的好友都很傷痛....  知道她媽媽癌症初癒, 祈求天父大大安慰她, 保護她, 叫她的病不要復發...

我有幾個死黨都是Vie身邊好友, 他們心情都很沉重.  他們在電話的另一邊在哭, 在慨嘆...  畢竟一起走過這麼多年, vie是何等的nice & warm, vie又走得這麼快, 我除了靜靜的聽, 慢慢的安慰外, 只有繼續禱告, 叫神安慰大家...   而她, 因為覺得自己是Vie's prayer partner, 她覺自己輕看了Vie的病, 少了禱告, 現在很自責, 覺得Vie的離開是因為自己不夠禱告...  她一直都是較為負面的...  我很擔心她會很depressed...  I asked her to spend some quiet time with God and tell God all her innermost feeling, her guity feeling and all her struggles and ask God to help her cast all these burden to Him and heal her sad soul. And also ask God to help her to cry (to release her sorrow as she found herself unable to cry...) I also ask her to make it clear to herself she's not the one to blame and ask her to think in a rational way that she's not the only prayer partner of Vie because at least vie's bf and her mum were her very close prayer partners. And all her fellowship b/s had been praying for Vie all these times and so her-insufficient-prayers won't be contributed to this result.  I told her we may not know/ understand why God takes her now but we know Vie is in peace with our dearest Heavenly Father now and His plan and arrangement is definitely the best, and with the best timing...

She is thinking of taking a break overseas for a few days before her holiday ends. I think it's a neutral decision and the most important thing is not to keep blaming herself and suppresing her feeling. Please keep her in prayers.