day off

for the past couple months. i always went out on my days off.. never had time to do my own stuff. today finally i have the chance to stay home and relax. it actually feels very good.  i get a lot done.  i dun understand why do ppl scare of loneliness, scare of staying home, scare of not being with somebody.  when i am by myself i only need to work around my own schedule instead of following other ppl's schedule doing whatever that they need to do. most importantly, i have a whole day to do it~ i think this is what i want...