心血少...

我經常和朋友說"不要嚇我...心血少..."

It turns out that there may be a medical reason behind this...during a series of examination I went through in Dec...the cardiologist noticed that one main blood vessel on the right hand side of my heart appears to be missing...I have to go through yet another examination tomorrow morning to get to the bottom of this...

I have lost count of the number of test that I had to do for my heart since I was a child...not to mention that horrible open heart surgery...I am not nervous about tomorrow's examination...but I am not sure how I would react when I see the cardiologist in the morning...he is one of the doctors who looked after Dad last year...it is difficult to shake off that scene in my head where he shook my hand outside the operative theater and said "We have made it...You father has just walked through the valley of the death..."....