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「人皆尋夢﹐夢裡不分西東……」耳邊響起許冠傑的歌曲﹐有點想哭的衝動。
這一陣子﹐發生了太多不如意的事﹐令自己情緒低落﹐也許這就是人生﹐正如有人說﹐世事如浮雲﹐變化莫測﹐當你以為自己得到了之時﹐原來只是一種虛幻。
沒有想過電台的建築物﹐會一下子變成危樓﹐樓宇局的督察來到﹐只給我們15分鐘時間﹐收拾細軟馬上離開。15分鐘要搬走一個電台﹐簡直就是沒有可能的事﹐我們在做了一些未雨綢繆的功夫﹐總算暫時解決了問題﹐但要找尋新地址﹐又是另一種的挑戰;最慘的﹐在找新地點搬遷以前﹐我們仍要堅持在臨時的地方運作。
以為電台上了軌道﹐安心運作﹐卻會殺出一個自己無法控制的困難﹐這就是上天安排的挑戰﹐我無懼承擔挑戰﹐只要有精神上的支柱﹐有信心可以熬過難關。
但又再感到了世事無常﹐人生無奈的痛苦﹐我常在此說﹐要珍惜眼前人與事﹐就是這個道理﹐我們今天不好好珍惜身邊的人﹐以為對對方好一點﹐就會給對方得寸進尺﹐令自己要付出更多﹐但有否想過﹐今天的吝惜﹐可能有一天﹐你會失去付出的機會?
突然想起自己曾替香港電台寫過的一個廣播劇﹐劇中的主角﹐說明要愛得轟轟烈烈﹐表面上看來﹐主角的確是傻瓜﹐現代的愛情事故﹐有誰還會轟烈一夜情之後﹐再來的是無數一夜情﹐但這些都是沒有靈魂的愛情。我寫的轟烈﹐是那種甘願付出自己一切為對方的愛﹐沒有保留的愛﹐因為人生匆匆數十年﹐要活得精彩﹐就要把握。試問一生人中﹐你能遇上多少個真愛。
當然﹐這只是我寫的「理想」故事﹐現實中﹐有多少人可以做到轟烈?我見過有「條件」的愛、有「保留」的愛、有「害怕」的愛﹐亦有人甘願將「愛火」去加冰﹐任由它冷卻熄滅﹐也許有人認為﹐愛過一次便足夠﹐可以再去找尋另一段的愛情﹐但愛情其實沒有Take 2﹐不加珍惜﹐亦能只有留下回憶﹐後悔莫及。理想與現實﹐有時真的可以時空交替﹐共勉之。


Susan lee 2008-10-05 00:51
I known your office closed uncle , i feeling sorry to you . i couldn't do anything for you uncle , but now , i just giving my experience to you , I hope it can make you feeling better , I was lost my job so many time , but i never stay at come to cry maybe i had no time , and because i needed a lot time to found another job .however , i got a job in final .
we living in the world sometime we may ofen meeting some hard problem in ourlife , It's common , but need you to resolve any troubles you will a winner in last then . About the love can not take two, you said , Uncle , Maybe you are not an rich man , uncle , because i known a lot man they have so many wifes and girl friends too ,and at the same time they never get divorce and they were own their wife and girl friends .So, Don't to thinking that's kind stupid things , Uncle . I worry you at some day in your future you will broken your words if you become a rich man .I 'm your fans , I don't like to see that .