Well...Deepa Raya Holidays..

huh~~ such a long holidays for deeparaya.. lots of them take this oppurtunity to go for vacation, i ust want to stay at home.. and just stay at home.. dunno why, lots of them ask me out.. and i just rejected them..

browsing web days by days, hours by hours, still searching what i want in this stage. Feel like want to find a person to chat with, open the msn list, the one who online is just somebody who say HI and BYE.. can't deep talk...

I just still can't stay satisfaction with my job now.. am i looking for another better one? or i keep on just think others is better? Company politics.. opps.. is department politics will drive my crazy soon.. well.. how to do? im become the main actress nowadays.. just very unhappy when im on leave or holidays, still will received call from office.. can't i just have a very relax holidays???

Mayb i still need to look deep into my own attitude... am i change tremendously? i dunno.. just really dunno..well... need to plan my 2007 soon.. just still can't sit down quitly to listen to God..  well, im ok~~ really hope im well~~