Michael Jackson...Forever...

六月二十六日，對我爸爸來說是一個特別的日子，本來是因為他的生日，但今年有另外一件更加特別的事發生在這日，6月26日Yahoo首頁宣告，米高積遜離世的消息。

我不是他的歌迷，我沒有關心這個人的新聞，但，我是聽著他的音樂長大的，因為我爸爸是米高積遜的樂迷。聽得最多的，就是這首  Billie Jean 。我還記得，在電視看見他的時候，我指著他問：「這個人是男還是女呢？」爸爸笑說：「他是男的。」「他是男麼？怎麼一副女生的樣子呢？」那時，我沒有相信爸爸的話，我一直都以為他是女的。

直至我長大，爸爸有天拿出他的黑膠碟出來，我才第一次看到他剛剛出道的樣子，那個電視機上的白人，竟是我面前膠碟上的黑人。中學時常常在新聞聽到哄動全城的戀童案，有晚我跟爸一起坐著電視機前，全神貫注觀看明珠台播放米高的訪問。不過我一直以來，至現在這刻，我相信他是清白的。

早上起來，我習慣開ｙａｈｏｏ　查看電子郵箱，２６日，赫見他離世的消息，立即致電老父，連生日快樂也來不及說，「ｄａｄｄｙ，你個偶像死o左！」原來他比我早知道。

夜半，我打開了youtube 看他生前作過的訪問，http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQwY4ll1Kfc，裡面他說了這幾句話：" I will never stop helping and loving people the way Jesus said to, he said continue to love, always love....."  "if you really wanna know about me, there is a song I wrote, which is the most honest song I've written...It is called Childhood. " 聽到這裡，我的淚珠一行兩行的滾下。都是我的錯，不斷找他的ｉｎｔｅｒｖｉｅｗ來看。

我又再感到生命無常帶來的無奈。

無奈，因為，人死了，就是死了。沒了，就是真的沒了。

所有剩下的，就只會變成記憶。

Childhood
Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood (Childhood) I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
But the dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iE1xfc_-ZvA&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Eyoutube%2Ecom%2Fuser%2Fdocbarbietor&feature=player_profilepage

Michael Jackson, May you rest in peace, God bless you!!!