hard

dont know wat i m thinking about now.

its about my dream.

why is so complicated?

i couldnt understand.

yeah, i gotta know which is the best way.

but y there r so many choices...

i hate that.

yyyyyy.

which way should i go?

stay or leave/?

there is no thing easy to achieve at all.

but i m trying now...

try....

wat a hell word.

once i got a interview.

the Fxxking manager said:  do u think u can do it?

i said: i think i can do it.

she said: you think??? things r not easy as u think, i think u dont have the ability to do it well. i m sorry.

wat the fxxk.

anyway thats just a sort of experience in my life.

meet so many different people and different things in another country.

wat a different it is.

today, my auntie said to me: u cant always satisfy the situation that u stay with, u r still young. is there any future in labour work? any future at all that work with chinese speak chinese and get a lower payment?

thats right

why am i so stupid.

lol.

i wanna be a manager.

hopefully

but my damn english is still poor.

far far away from my target.

thats not enough.

i m trying to copy local's accent.

i m trying to speak with aussie as more as possible.

i love stay in mcdo cause i m the only chinese there.

can u imagine that?

and my english is worst one in our store to be compared with the other overseas..

what a shame...

hmm.

wat the hell can i improve my english.

still get a long long way to go.

i need to learn how to communicate with the others if i wanna be a manager

no matter i can accept the person or not

learn and grow in any place that i can get improve

the world is not as nice as u think.

but i find its really cool

yeah, it is.

i need to have a future plan.

dont know wat will happen tomorrow.

so,

catch today.

breath.

stand with sunshine.

get away from the dark things.

u, r determined to be different during ur life alone in this kind of way.

no regret

no complains

no words

no explain

no pain.

i m always myself.

believe me. believe urself. plz.