老是想要拋棄昨天的自己。老是追求一些現實世界裡不存在的東西。喜歡捨易取難，跟自己過不去。明知道世上沒有完美，還是固執地追求完美。永遠不滿足於現狀，總以為更美好的生活在他方。相信...

The last entry was Aug 18th, been so lazy for the past weeks/months, didn't feel like blogging much. allowed myself to be a cough potato for 9 months, i think it's final...

i just watched sex and the city movie by myself and i cried like a little girl, couldn't stop.  

don't feel like doing anything....so lazy everyday at work....i just wanna stay home and get all the money hehehe booked my ticket to go HK Jan1-26, so excited....gotta sta...

i sat down and asked myself, have i made the right choice? or am i blinded? what should i do? believe what and who?

just finished lunch, going to start on the security projects again, i have no idea what i am doing. i really am lost, sigh~ on one hand i am glad i left the lab, but i knew wh...

Saturday morning... a litttle sad.

Stuck at my condo today, such a big snow storm right now.... it hasn't stopped snowining since last night, there's more than 30cm of snow on the ground right now already...

sat at home all weekend, starting from friday till tonight, i haven't gone out what so ever. life getting a bit boring. parked my car at scarborough this past weekend, and s...

i need to lose that fat around my big fat ass and that extra 5 inch around the waist.... all the out eating and eating greasy food making me so fat these days... i am just get...