It's time to pick a side...

Time flies...it's almost 2 months already.

Sometimes having choices is tough; especially both options have their own goods and bads, seems like you are meant to be regret no matter which one you are going to pick at the end.

We don't like to choose since we don't wanna face the possible bad things entailed from our decision that could be happening in the future. We have fear to choose as the word "choose" implies that you have to drop sth by the time you take sth; and most of the time there's is no way back.

God has his heaven eyes and he can see everything through...but we don't.

Still remember that when I watch a movie named "Price of Egypt", there is a song called "See through the heaven's eyes". The meaning of the lyrics is sort of telling us don't judge everything from a "mankind's" perspective, we should see from God's view.

Trust me, it's not easy; at least it's not working for me so far...(God pls help when you have read this)

I wish I can, really. I have been thinking about my option and future path again and agin in these 2 months and I can tell you until now I still can't get an absolute comfotable decision. The worst thing is; no matter you can make up you mind or not, time goes on and it won't wait for you.

I guess I have to make up my mind in the coming few days. All I can rely on now is my understanding about myself; try to pick one which is suitable for myself; or precisely relatively MORE suitable for myself among 2 imperfect options.

Today is Wednesday, I wish that I can tell you which option I have chosen by the end of this week...according to God, the last day of a week is Sunday as he rested on the 7th day after creating the world.

I also want to rest my mind and brain on the coming Sunday; like what God did.

Kenny