Great to say bye bye to my miserable 2009, 2010 started with fresh and joyful.
2009 is the worst year i have had in my life. I met bad friends, i discovered i was being cheated for years, i was unemployed.
All these bad things are over and became experiences.
Thank you very much, you guys lectureed me for free.
And now on, everything beside me is bright and full of love. I learnt to classify who is a frd, who worth me to love, the greatest thing is, no lie no cheat.
No one treasured me in the past, and now i have people who love me, always stand by me that i hv never noticed (sigh, stupid me) giving me fully support. All of you made my life great, it is always good to have you guys.
Last word to you, YOU, never find a partner, all cheat and everything you have done to me are so so hurt, dun harm anyone again please. Never say you love me, you loved me, you have loved me, no, you are not, you ONLY love yourself, selfish man. Everything i have done for you is wasted, the outcome is hurt hurt hurt.
Loving you is the most reckless thing on earth.........
I still wish you well though, not for you, for the kids i am still loving and caring, no way to meet them again, but i still want to send my love to all of them. i will always miss you all.
Bye kids, no longer to be your mama.
and me, escaped from hell and going to the heaven now.......
to explore my new world.......
