I Don't think it was a nightmare, really.

For me, It just a lesson. No that lesson, no me. My thought, my attitude, my habbit, my mindset, All my advantage are leared form that. I really don't think it was " loss".....Don't.

But for someone, it was. It was a nightmare. It make them sad when they think about that. They don't know the theory of "Sercert" and "Pass"(or "Gone"), like most of people in the world, they just only remember all the think they loss but not they gain. I'm depress on nothing I can do for that.

I can only make me happy and being the right way. They don't know it is the gain from that whatever I try my very best and make me be good enough.

Its valued, Don't you know?

What can I do make you know that??And make you don't be sad on that things?

I am sorry that I'm not the one who measure successful with "MONEY" only. Do you know it save me form the DEPRESSION? Do you not it make me SUCCESS ON INTERPERSONAL, KNOWLEAGE? Do you know why I keep to read and buy books very months? Do you know I am find a way control my EQ. Nowaday, do you know I can control my emotion very well if I want?

Do you know how much it cost of these thing??Infinite. Its valued! really. Do you know? How can I tell you???