05/22

Recently, I always miss him.

Although I have ever said I will leave him after he had the last semester exam.

However, in this moment, suddenly change my decision.

Last week, when I still in a frustrate situation, he always gives lots of his care for me.

And he requested me to date with him. At that moment, really didn't want to see him.

Even felt I hated him very much.

But when I saw him, and he caught my hand, I suddenly want to cry.

I don't know why until now. Maybe I was touch by him.

He said to me, "I love you very much, I don't want you leave me".

Love he hold me in his arms. Why? Because in this way, I feel bliss very much.

Also, love he kiss my neck. Maybe I shouldn't still consider to leave him.

Sometimes, he had done something that he doesn't feel bad but I feel it is unhappy for me.

What can I do now? I can't sure that the reason is I am afraid he will be sad or I really love him.