A big loser live in a new house

  Monday I moved in this new house. I start to think about why I come here. I also went to immigration department to change school. But it isn't successful. That's means I can't change school. My dream is broken. I also is a loser.

  In my new house I met some housemate. They are very kind and very nice.One is come from GZ . He's name is Daniel. We talked about my school and so on about GZ. He also very friendly.

  I went to work on Tuesday.I really enjoyed my job. I had dinner in there. After work the gave me some food.

  On Wenesday I staied at home and tried to ring agant to change school. But everything not available. I feel so tiried. I really want to go back to China. In here I don't have very soft live. I haven't a good school to study. I haven't a house to live for long time. I am not sure my job. I just want to have a good place to live for long time and close my school. Sometime I can go to work. I don't need to think about money. Now is my dream. I miss GZ. I miss my family. Everything available in China but here not. I feel so bad. Now I don't want to stay in here. Everything not as well as my image. I think go to Australia is a wrong choice.  But I need to stay here . I can't waste my mother's money. They hope I can study in here as well. They think I will like here. But in fact not. Now I don't enjoyed my life. I don't know what can I do.

  Today also is Shoji's birthday. But I don't have time to think about him. I just need to think about myself. I need to think about my school and my house and my job. I give up this man.