Discriminations in US

When I first came to US, I was so scared and dared not to communicat with the others. For my English was not good enough to speak and listen to the others, at least I was not get used to it. I remembered I even dared not to pick up the phone in my house when it rang.

Since I worked in the casino, there were a lot of things happened. They made me felt there were some discriminations. Might be because I was a Chinese origin and a new employee. As the supervisor always picky on me. No matter what hppened, it was all my fault. I was the only one that she blamed to. I cried sometimes when I went home after work. But I still dared not to exprees my feeling in English.

After all these years, when I am getting older, my English is much better than before. At least, I dare to tell my feeling, I'll try to fight back on my right if anything happened and unfair to me. Probably, I am an old employee now, I've worked 11 years in this casino. Everybody knows me. All the department heads trust me because they know that I am an honor, hardworking person. They listen to me and sometimes they accept my opinions too.

Even though, I know there are still something unfair and discriminate in the casino. I am now getting better to face it. I will tell my manager or department heads what is happening. Sometimes I also help the other Chinese employees, translate Chinese to English for them to their supervisors.

Is it a breakthrough to me ?