I want to rest...

I mean... a proper one...

It's been everything non-stop working for the past year, although I am living a better life than a lot of the others indeed...

Am not complaining... but more like reviewing...

There're sometimes too many decisions to make and too many plans to arrange; espcially I have always been someone who plans for everything.

I do want to throw up my hands sometimes and just let things go their way... And I surely understand that the earth won't stand still because of my absence... Just... You know...

My life lives its own way, as I found that I usually grow in a programmed way. In which means, as long as I keep myself alive, I turn better and better every day without any efforts to pay or hard works to do. I analyzed myself and there're stages of my life, and they are: Learn the self, Communicate with the self, and then actualize the self...

I know this is a theory for all human beings, but do you really know which stage are you at now?

I do, am actualizing the own self; however, effortless. Not like that I don't want to pay any, but it just doesn't require me any...

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Take my advice, my friend: get yourself enough sleep else you will be typing something meaningless on the blog like I am doing...