DJ

  It has been nice and fun whenever I look back the things that I went through as a DJ. I never thought that I can be a DJ, never believed that I can speak or talk through the big air, never knew that being the center of attention can be so much fun. From the day when I received the phone call that I get a chance to interview, being very nervous when I first read the news during the interview process, to the day that I was chosen to be a DJ, I’ll never forget and I will always cherish the moments and things that I’ve learned. I’ve met so many different people during these years, and learned so many different skills in this process. From backstage manager to MC, although I still doubt myself, but I feel good enough when I hear someone say “I think you qualify for this”, this support, is a motivation to me regardless the statement is true or not. Looking back, leaving the old station to join new station has been a tough but fun transition. I never regret the decision that I’ve made in this process because I consider this as fate and a learning process in life, and I know I’ve made a right decision even though I did paid a price for it, it’s just life. Watching the station being a web radio, to going AM in other areas such as Philly and NJ, to being famous at one point in my career has been really fun and unforgettable. I never knew what it’s like to be known by many people until then, it makes me feel honorable and I actually have some kind of value in this career. The satisfaction that I’ve received and the things that I did (Charity show for Tsunami, First mall show, Performing on stage, Singing Solo, Being a MC, or even writing articles for magazines…) throughout these years has always been greater than the sacrifices that I made, and one thing that I like about myself is that I consider myself as a loyal person, and I am always proud of this. Although I’ve seen so many misunderstanding and actually involved in some of these cases, I swallowed, and I think it’s the right thing to do in order to prevent a mess. I enjoy every moments in this career, the ups and downs, the goods and bads, I’m glad that I am in it and thanks to the people who supported me during the downs. I might have shown negative reaction at some point, but I do know who’s been good to me, who supported me, especially during the darkest days in my life when there was a sudden storm in my private life, I totally lost myself and even cried for the first time in front of others, those who support me, those who filled in for me, those who drink with me, those that bought food and told me to eat, those who follow me when I was drunk driving, those that I know that care about me, it’s deep in my heart. I know people that somehow misinterpret my true character or even misunderstand me, I just want to say, the first thing I do is apologize instead of blaming this or that, and I did try to reach out and fix the problem whether apology is accepted or not.

   It has been great, I am always proud of doing the shows or programs that I wanted to do, especially the “company’s road”, which is my dream program. I also made a short story, although I spend crazy hours editing the stuff, or even had a dream about using the software to edit my story, I cannot even use words to describe the satisfaction coming out of this product, I consider the short story and “company’s road” as my personal achievement. Million thanks to the ones who helped me before.

  I believe, I gave out my best efforts…However…the funny thing about life is…the only consistency is inconsistency…but at least, I had been there…