distance, space, emptiness.

不知道從什麼時候開始
愛你 變成了很沉重的一件事
在世界兩端的你我
心也不再貼近了嗎
我的心聲 你仿佛已不再聽到
難到 感覺 被時間遺忙在距離上

還記得離別那刻
緊緊的懷抱 深情的吻 不捨的眼神
要你好好保管我的心
緊握 在手心
大家都那麼認真

今天的你 是否忙了

在離開我的路途上
你累了吧 手放了嗎
我的心 或許掉進了太平洋
今天的我 感到冷冰的沉重

i almost forgot... i wrote this one day... when then unease first started creap'n up on me...

and i thought i had no more. but it's all still here, all that he brought to me and took back... was actually from w/in me the whole time.

i've done the distance boys... thought of it as distance toys. always just took it ez, and if nothing really bothers me i'll just let it come and go and fade away.  but delightfully painful as it was this time round i actaully loved, lived & learn... realiz'n finally that the distance isn't an excuse for the space i need, but space for my imaginings to pecfection... which is just me set'n myself up for disappointment... all for not lov'n enough in the first place. space should be a choice... not forced on by distance. stop fall'n for distance, stop give'n myself excuses, learn to love the imperfections that makes us human.  if the person means enough... space will only become an unbearable emptiness. 

shit. give me some time to better organize these thoughts in my head...