22/8/2009

good afternoon

it's a nice day with pretty blue sky,sun shine ,perfect enough.it's hot though.

my second auntie asked me to go shopping with her.actually i always deny to go with family.but this time i said yes very sure.

because of last time.

i can see the scar on her arm and really ,she can't use her arm well.

quite sad.

she dosen't work,so no money.and she had spend a lot money on hosital already.

today she've waste $150 on me.i wasn't happy to get those stuff.

yes,i really need them and they're cool.but i don't want to use her money.i can pay them.she had do so much thing for me already.i never say thank you to her before.i didn't do anything for her.

i know,the only thing i can do is stay with her more.

i realized that,she's still very care about us.no matter she only has one arm now.

but still,

i can't help anything.

if time can go back.i'll stay with her more.let their relation get better.

then everything would change.

but time wasn't erased.

so i can't only sigh now.

i'd choose to die faster but i wish she can be happy .

she've cut her hair.guess so.

right now,i think she's just look like lady gaga's hair,brown verson.

this moment,i really really hope she can be happy and don't be so tired always.

i hope if my cousin can help her sometimes,but that's impossible....so sad i'm not living with her.

today ching have a trip,i remember.

i'll go to CW with her tomorrow :)

then monday will be a very serious time that we'll know what class we're going to study.

my second wish here,i must be in the same class with her.

she's not unhappy of her lover now.

interesting.a girl's heart is like that?!

that's all i have to say today.

be happy,friends!