U THERE?

Obviously, i am always not there.

Have been suffering from not being able to go to the toilet properly for 2 days. in a better sense-constipation arh~

I guess it's really really stress up last week. Woke up at friday early morning, sat beside my bed and stared into blank space. Asking myself, why am i so rush with all these things? so rush and hurry for what?

As i reflect on my eating habits lately. This week i actually ate too much meat, rice, but with a unreasonably small amount of vegetables and fruits. Water, still consider consume at a fairly alright amount. but still, i feel thirsty and experience dry throat all the time. My mum said my face is pale like white paper. how i wish my face will glow in pink what. Just have so so much things to do. Cutting, pasting, constructing the model, making all the cards, drawing pictures, designing, changing my lesson plan, printing, making instruction chart.....

DOTS....so so tired. i can fall asleep right away without thinking about anything.

went to see the chinese medician eventually.

Acupunture, ..what ever it is. The chinese doctor so call injected 3 needles at my stomach areas. After that, i had all those cups sucked at different parts of my body. my hands, behind my knees, my back has three of them. They are all blue black to dark purple colour. I can't bear to watch the blood being suck out that cup through the small holes she has poked on that skin area. 

Seriously need to remind myself to drink lots of water, eat lots of fruits and vegetables. The muslim food isn't really healthy after all. Too much fried food and oily chilli and meat. I should stop eating peanuts, drinking milk, fried food. Most importantly, avoid eating all the cold stuff.

these few days my com had some problems, so i wasn't able to assess my blog at the moments.