growing up.

"i dont wanna grow up .. i just wanna be a toys'r'us kid!!"

the thought of growing up and dealing with my own stuff scares me..

even though i have very few responsibilities now like balancing my own check book .. it is still a challenge for me. i dont know how many times i have spent more than i had in my account b/c i dind't keep track of my money. i though tih ad money b/c when i call the stupid bank they said i had money but stupid transactions don't IMMEDIATELY transfer .. it takes a few days .. so i keep thinking i have enough money .. but when that happens .. my mommy & daddy helps me bring my acct back to positive .. but what if one day they decide not to help me anymore !! >_< then im by myself .. scary thought ay?

but i guess i have to one day. i mean i started living on my own last year & it is quite and experience .. i think reality hits you that you are so broke and but still have to provide for yourself when you go to RITEAID with your roommate and compare the price for a roll of toilet paper. who knew i had to worry about buying TOILET PAPER??????

okay im jus killing time @work cuz it is soooooooooooooooo boring.

byebye.