I need to move on

Haven’t been able to update this blog for long, and be honest, i almost forget this blog, recent days, i have been getting really serious about my study, my life and stuff, i am the kinda person never really worry about my love life, however, once i hit 26, i figured that i have so much disappointment towards the guys in HK, i guess i really do not want to end up my live in HK, which i know i wont, but when will i be able to move out, at some point, im so scared to death that i have to change, but change is constant, i need to ask for more, and i know i want more now...so if no one can get me the things i want, guess i will have to get it myself, when i was 17, mom told me life is unfair, i have to suck it up and deal with it, even since, i kept this in my heart, and now, i finally understand what is the meaning behind, i might be naive, but im not stupid, and naive vs stupid, to any body in this world, they are so closed that almost equals the same... nevertheless, giving a choice, id rather be naive..haha...

looking back, i have spent 4 years in UCPP, within this 4 years, i grew and i learnt, yet i feel that i am wasting my life doing things that i dont feel happy with...i am not satisfied, i know there are tons of thing i wanna do but just that i am not ready or dont have the chance to do it...sooner or later, i know i will leave UCPP, and i will move out from my house, and i will even leave HK...i will leave my friends, no one will stay together forget, only memories can last for long, i need to venture more physically, venture my live, venture my future, nothing can last forever, only change is constant...before i hit 30, i need to make my life be more interesting  

can i survive it out there? can i make it somehow? my past is a shadow that follows me around, memories have been fading when i left the town, however, when will be the time to fly, i need go on...go on....