Make A Little Change After The Hit

Everything is changing, but it remains here, at the bottom of my heart. I still remember one of a blog friend's posts called "the first cut is the deepest", and I was kind of confused at that time, and then, it came and went away without considering my feeling.

Masses and masses of poeple do it everyday, why I am not one of them? I just feel it like a pull rather than a push, and I believe that once it starts, it would never stop. So, with carefulness I followed it. Now, I am lost and find myself a fool.

Days later, your clock will go back 24 hours so you're getting a second chance to live the day. But my clock will never ever turn back even for 1 minute, so, even though with pains, I have to endure and take steps forward to the unknown&renewal future where there's no your position.

We might be good friends, but not now. Don't text me, don't call me, don't visit me---please just let me alone! Don't ruin the remains of my trust on you.