緊張

 

 

                                                   細譚生最近在學校

                                                   好像有點不太愉快

                                               他有向我或譚生提起過

                                                    起初我們不以為意

                                               認為只是小朋友發發牢騷

                                         但當他每天不厭其煩地重覆問題

                                                那我們便要開始正視了

                                       

 

                   

 

                       

 

 

          

                                  有天早上，我如常替細譚生執拾書包上學

                                            突然間他對我吐出一句說話：

                                  ”Ｍａｍａ，我地可唔可以早少少番學？”

                                   其實我和譚生每天也差不多時間送他回校

                                    所以對於他這句突如其來的話感到奇怪

                                          ”因為老師叫我要早少少番學”

                                             原來是老師吩咐，收到收到

                                             

 

 

                  

 

                                 

 

 

 

 

                                       又是某天早上譚師奶送細譚生上學

                                              正當我替他加水入樽之際

                                                    他又來一句說話：

                                 ”Ｍａｍａ，唔好入甘多水比Ｓｕｎｎｙ”

                                      飲水很健康哦！更可況在校內一整天

                                      加上要上體育堂，要需要大量水份呀

                                       ”老師說課堂上不可經常去廁所”

 

 

   

 

        

         

 

                                             

 

                   

                                          原來老師對你所講的每句說話

                                                 都深深印在你腦海中

                                       怪不得每天回家你都諜諜休休地

                                                  向我和譚生匯報    

                                      我一直忽略了老師對你的影響力        

 

 

     

 

       

 

 

 

 

 

                                             某天早上你醒來時滿臉淚痕

                                                       我問你發生何事

                                         你哭著對我講今天不可以多上廁所

                                                       怕會比老師責罰

                                                  也叮囑我要早點上學去

                                             因為老師喜歡小朋友早點回校

                                            

 

 

 

                                             難道你每晚臨睡前仍想著嗎

                                             難道你晚上開口說夢話就為了這些

                                             難道你每晚都把些吩咐帶進夢中 

                                                      

 

 

 

                                            孩子乃世上最天真，最無邪的

                                         我絕對不想看到你每天蹦緊著神經

                                            加上這邊的教育制度已經很輕鬆

                                            如果你現在都已經那般緊張的話

                                             那將來你如何面對其他事情

 

 

 

 

       

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                          最終我和譚生決定要到學校走一趟

                                              向老師好好瞭解事件的因由     

                                                    經過詳細的解釋以後   

                                          可能因為細譚生的性格比較認真

                                                   即使老師跟他開玩笑

                                                      他亦把說話當真

                                                   往往因此而耿耿於懷

                                                 加上朋輩間的嘲笑喜弄

                                                     令他更加神經緊張

                                                 往往不懂分辨孰是孰非

 

 

 

 

                                               仔仔，媽媽很希望你明白

                                               做事認真固然是一件好事

                                               但過份認真就會變成執著

                                               反而令事情變得弄巧反拙

                                                 你的性格有點過份緊張

                                           亦往往太過在意別人對你的看法

                                                  這是你一個很大缺點  

 

 

 

 

                                                    我知道對於六歲的你  

                                             現在說這番話可能有點言之過早  

                                          或者我不該那麼快對你的性格下判斷

                                                 但我觀察到你就是這樣

                                              我只希望能做到協助的角色

                                            媽媽不敢奢望可以完全地改變你

                                              只希望你在將來人生的路上

                                            不會因你的性格遇到太多的挫折