網誌分類:maymay的心事日誌 |
近這個多月...工作太忙了....我都冇時間休息...我只會返工返工再返工...真係好攰...好想休息一下...近呢個多月...忙到冇咩時間去探老豆...佢呢個病越來越嚴重了....我上一次去探佢嘅時候.,居然唔記得我係邊個....但坐耐左.佢好似認得我咁...摸住我塊面好似有好多野想同我講咁..但係佢呢個病令到佢講野有困難...見到佢咁...我個心真係好痛...依傢先話搵到d錢可以比佢享下福嘅時候....佢居然享唔到....見到佢咁...我真係令願佢唔好再咁辛苦....老豆其實佢好叻...每一次病發佢都可以捱過去...但今次真係唔得la...點解個天咁冇情....一次癌症唔夠...要比咁多次癌症我老豆去面對,去受呢????
有時人真係唔係可以自己去控制自己條命...係個天去控制你....佢要你幾時生就生...幾時死就死....你唔可以去控制....(自我了結生命嗰d唔記,因為嗰d人都唔用腦)
老豆....你真係瘦左好多ar....見到你食粥嘅時候你真係好辛苦咁....我知你好想去食...但你食得咁辛苦你都唔想再食落去...見到你真係唔敢係你見前喊....因為我知道你見到我地喊你會好唔開心...我真係唔敢比你見到我喊....我唔想你唔開心....我只好係你面前笑...不過呢個笑容好假....不過我知你知道我有多愛你...有多關心你...有多錫你...有好多人唔會明白我呢點....但我知你會知道的....因為我真係好愛你...
老豆 : I LOVE YOU SO MUCH









ﻬஐஐﻬCRYSTALﻬஐஐﻬ 2009-09-09 00:05
maymay2009-11-08 13:32