first official MC

My bed was my best friend yesterday, spent the longest time with it. Felt so WEAK yesterday, i couldnt even climb out of bed, felt dizzy after standing for too long. I walked like an old granny.

I was down with food poisoning. ( from eating contaminated bbq food )

The whole of yesterday's morning was spent running to the loo. I still thought i could go to work in this state, i was being obstinate, thought i was some iron lady - I just didnt want to break my NO MC record.  On my way to work, i actually throw up at the train station, thankfully i had a plastic bag with me, found myself runnin to the toilet once again.  The feeling was really miserable.

I felt better after throwin up, but .. felt really strengthless, like.. even talking was hard..  Dizzy spells hit me every now and then.

James was back :) Happy to see him but I wasnt in the right state to talk properly.

Soon, work started. I couldnt survive even for one rotation. I started to feel worst, felt dizzy, many times i felt as tho i would black out anytime. I didnt want ah huey to do everything on her own, as it was really unfair to her. It was then i got her to page for jye.

After he came to cover me at the station, i made my way to the pantry to rest.

Got my dad to pick me up from VIvo.

Was down with fever after i got  home.. it got worst.. i had to be bed bound, getting up was difficult, i couldnt find the strength to climb outta bed. I slept almost the whole day since i got home, only work up twice for an hour to have meals.

This morning, woke up with swollen eyes ( it always happen after eating medication and sleepin for too long ) fever subsided but.. i still couldnt stand up for long.. had to lie on bed or find a seat to rest. I decided that, i should take my first official MC, felt so depressed, i was just 1.5 months short from my 1 year working at luge, i couldnt even wait for the one year to come. SIGH.

I'm tired again, gotta go rest now.

I lost nearly 2kg in 1.5 days, i dunno if i shud feel happy or not.