Falling in love or in love with the idea of being in love?

For the sake of love can you help me, for I am lost and alone without someone to be in love with and in love with the idea of being in love!

I once was in love, and I once was in love with the idea of being in love, but . . .

I was young and did not know if I was in love, or if I was just in love with the idea of being in love. The answer was painfully learned over the passage of time to be that if I was in love then I must have also been in love with the idea of being in love. For is not being in love with the idea of being in love a part of being in love? It matters not now that I did not know then. If I was in love? Or in love with the idea of being in love? For both the love from before and the love of the idea of being in love are long gone along with the one that I was in love with, and in love with the idea of being in love with.

For the sake of love can you help me? For since they have left me so all alone and loveless for so long with only the sorrowful memories of being in love, and being in love with the idea of being in love . . .

I am constantly wondering from time to time and throughout the lonely nights . . .everyone else can find someone else to be in love with, and in love with the idea of being in love with . . .Will I ever be in love with someone else again? And will I ever become in love with the idea of being in love with someone else again?

For the sake of Love can you help me, to find someone else to be in love with, and in love with the idea of being in love with, who will be in love with me, and in love with the idea of being in love with me?

For the sake of love can you help me, for I am lost and alone without someone to be in love with , and in love with the idea of being in love with.