Dance in the sweet memories

坐著鞦韆盪來盪去，在公園中的我彷彿不是自己。

寒夜中失去了僅餘的月光，微弱的燈光透射不了長椅對上的蔓藤，只有一雙木然的眼睛。走著走著，坐在公園上兩個鞦韆的其中一個，遙望著剛才那幽閉得令人發呆的空間。

雙腳一挺，身體隨著反作用力向後往上，地上軟墊的黑色和我的雙眼融為一體，世間的一切事物已溶入了黑色的幻影，唯黑唯靜。剎那，地心吸力將我帶往另一個世界，向前向上的一下鐘擺，黑色瞳孔本應反映著蒼穹下的星空，皎潔得不可方物的圓月，既非水中，亦非明鏡。可是當空之下，只是一片本是白色的雲，以及更遠更無窮的黑夜。再次，雲空的黑色與我的雙眼再次冥合，是緣還是巧合，是一還是二?

地心吸力再次將我拉向軟墊那一方，可惜的是這次已沒有那麼高那麼遠，無形的力將這種無了期的動作拖拉，沒有雙腳的那份堅持，時間的鐘擺終於曳然而止。兩腳伸直，不讓雙腳著地，恰似向這現世作出最後的抗議。唯一的差異，是黑色瞳孔內的靈魂，已非以往那原本的黑色。這種黑，是混雜的黑，還是更純厚的黑?

站著離開鞦韆的一刻，我默靜，但曳然而止的鞦韆竟不由自主的不規則移動，讓它不明不白地不由自主，是我的罪嗎? 如果我一直作出那讓人無奈的抗議，鐘擺會永遠停止嗎? 假若鐘擺能永永遠遠的停止，這鞦韆、這黑暗、這軟墊、這雲空和這個我，會否一起被記錄在一幅油畫布中，起於微念，止於寂然?

聽著這首歌的我，望著這幅抽象而又似曾相識的油畫，在虛空中比劃著手勢，細意撫摸著那幅畫的輪廓，就像我與「我」最終的一次接觸，終究是最後的一次。耳邊響起著這首歌聲慢慢淡出..........

Dance in the memories 中原めいこ


日本語

I just dance in the sweet memories
[He's my one and only, You never can tell]
I just dance in the sweet memories
[Sweet memories]

雪が踴るホームへ
息を切らして驅けて來る
遠い日のステーション

會えない日々が寫真のように
アナタを微笑みに變えたの

I just dance in the sweet memories
傷ついて愛し方を
I just dance in the sweet memories
覺えて行くのね

もうしばらくはきっと
夢の中をさまようでしょう
地圖さえも持たず

今ならわかる
アナタの背中の意味が
だけど屆かないわ

I just dance in the sweet memories
傷ついて愛し方を
I just dance in the sweet memories
覺えて行くのね

曇りガラスの心のドアを開いて
翼をくれた人

I just dance in the sweet memories
きらめきを忘れないわ
I just dance in the sweet memories
夢から醒めても

I just dance in the sweet memories
きらめきを忘れないわ
I just dance in the sweet memories
夢から醒めても

★I just dance in the sweet memories
[Every time I think of you, I'm missing the days]
I just dance in the sweet memories
[Sweet memories]

I just dance in the sweet memories
[He's my one and only, You never can tell]
I just dance in the sweet memories
[Sweet memories]

★ くりかえし

English

I just dance in the sweet memories
[He's my one and only, You never can tell]
I just dance in the sweet memories
[Sweet memories]

Running to a platform where the snow dances,
out of breath,
in a station on a day long ago.
The days I can't see you, like a photograph,
made you smile.

I just dance in the sweet memories
By hurting, we learn
I just dance in the sweet memories
how to love.

For a little while more, I'll probably
wander about in a dream
without even a map.

Now, I understand
the meaning of your back,
but I can't reach it.

I just dance in the sweet memories
By hurting, we learn
I just dance in the sweet memories
how to love.

Opening the door to my frosted glass heart,
a person who gave me wings.

I just dance in the sweet memories
I won't forget the shining
I just dance in the sweet memories
even awaking from the dream.

I just dance in the sweet memories
I won't forget the shining
I just dance in the sweet memories
even awaking from the dream.

* I just dance in the sweet memories
[Every time I think of you, I'm missing the days]
I just dance in the sweet memories
[Sweet memories]
I just dance in the sweet memories
[He's my one and only, You never can tell]
I just dance in the sweet memories
[Sweet memories]

*Repeat