Divine Order

Today, I processed deep huge core ego stuff.
This has been cooking for few weeks already and finally,
I allow it to come up and deal with it.
I am extremely tired now for removing a huge block on my way.
I really do wanna thank every person I was in touch these few weeks.
If it is not for every one of you, maybe I will never meet this and able to process it.
Thank you so much for your presence:

Rick, Jenina, Christopher (small), Ping, Sahil, Kitti, Grace, Professor McGuire, Graduate School of University of Liverpool, Daneille, Nicky, Joy, Vicky, Marla, Shirley, Karen, Nancy, Monica, 9, Yan, Amy, Goretti, Mollie, Fraziel, Harriet, Ruby, Elizabeth, Peter, Etta, Emily, Tammy, Christopher (big), Bess, James, Elaine, Joana, Mr LCF, Mr YSL,  and of course, my beloved angel Tracy-Kim

Even you may have no idea about how significant you have played a role during this process,
I really wanna express my deep gratitude to all of you in helping me to meet this.
It is very difficult to imagine what I have realized today.
Everything is in Divine order.
I am still in awe.
Thank you so much.

I need to nurture myself and be really gentle to myself during this big shift.
I really need to rest and be quiet to integrate myself now.
Until we meet again, take care.