What's the matter?

I feel sick and bored with my life style.
And I'm weary of what  situation I'm facing.

There are no new exciting ideas...
There are no new challenge...
All boring things are around me...

This week is really hard to go through.
It's a  dark side of my life.
It should be a new living method somewhere waiting for me.

Does anyone understand what I'm thinking of?
How can I quit the black box of my heart?
I hide behind the wall and wait for the right time.

Light & Hope...
Please come closer!