what's the point?

last night was a great night indeed. at least, well, i havent done that for a long time. like i was in a relationship or something. bud ging, i once loved her so much. and well, didnt know i still have feeling for her, or it's just that i was too lonely and needed some fun? what was that about? the kisses, the hugs, the seduction..the "going to UK to visit me" thing..?

but..what's the point of hanging me up again? if it's for that thing, then why dun you just do it? i've given you all the chances and "solutions". one day, you were that sweet and closed. another day, you're icy cold again. I really don't understand. and now, my mind is filled with you. was that fun?

well, i really have to get out of this again. I cant let it ruin my schoolwork.

amei...amei ..........you're still hot. i still love the way you call me mo.