妒忌心

"Ding!" That flashes through my mind.

It's sooo true.
Which part of the world that has women (or men) who do not jealous over other people's talent/ achivement/ good appearance/ many $$$$$ in the bank accounts, and they even admire their strength?
It is not like we do not have anyone like Ms Anita Mui nowadays, we do, we really do, but I admit that it's a bit disappointing that we do not have enough and we thirst for more.


And for myself, most of the time, I am truly happy for the people who have got something which I don't have, but you know as a human, when I am weak, I would get jealous too.
When I sense this dark side of me come out, it disgusts me while at that particular moment I could not help it.


So, to have a heart of gold, I'll always have to reflect myself on my own, to try to be a better person that God  wants me to be.
Though it's still under process, but day after day, I realize more that, there's nothing more happy than to know that how to love and admire myself, because, when I know I'm worth to love and have got something that make me be me, I came to know that I could be able to admire others from the bottom of my heart, and that is totally a wonderful feeling.