again, again & again, even in office, he said he will help me, how can i believe him ?? I had a very, very big pressure for these weeks, he even step me on top. i can't believe him anymore, who can share the happiess & un-happiess with me ?? does he a right person ?? how can i talk to him ?? what can i talk to him ?? it's just a nightmare for me ?? i don't see him anymore, i don't want to talk to him anymore, i want to die .....