i am still happy

i was abandoned

i was stolen

then i took part in an exam

and lost sth

and i got sick

my thesis teacher called me

asking about my thesis

then i got worried

and started it

but now

i only finished 500 words

what about the other 5500 words

i wonder if my cold doesn't get well

then how could i teach my kids

i wonder whether i can stay in learning after my graduation

cuz so many new teachers keeping coming in

i wonder when i can finish my thesis--a 6000 words' thesis

i will still think of that one sometimes

still doubt why

is there anything i did wrong

or for another reason

so hurt

i once thought she wouldn't hurt me

cuz i believed she treated me with true

but now

it proves that i was wrong

i was hurt

to some extent

it never occurred to me that i would get depressed and sad for her

and now i just do so

i miss her

but i will never contact wiz her any more

maybe we two just become strangers from now on

i just wanna know why

could u tell me the reason

or maybe it's just because i was so silly

i trusted u so much

and only to find i was hurt

even without an excuse

why i'm always the one to be hurt

is this destiny?

but i am still happy

for my collegues my kids and my idol

i like and admire my idol

i like my collegues, everyone

and i love my kidz

i am happy