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    連續兩個星期，我也沒有怎麽看到B。抑制着自己不去刻意地尋找他，只想順其自然地相遇，實事就是有力的證據，無緣分。 那天晚上不知道怎麽的，很懷念香港，和香港的他們。晚上Suga就從香港打電話給我了，她說和林一起了，她又哭了。我說林會對她很好很好很好的，因爲林很愛她。她說她知道。然後我們都講着各自被淚水匿藏在心底的那個人。很怠倦，很疲憊。人們都享受着在愛情中汲取到的肉體摩擦中産生的欲望，欲已經占據了愛的主體，仿似爲了得到欲而强屈自身産生愛。欲望，就像班上一人說，金錢同樣可以買到肉體所需匹配的欲望。依舊每天喧囂地說着他，用這個世界上最不堪一擊的語言去挽救我与他的無緣。
    快要會考了。要努力啊。努力。

 

Cry on my shoulder - Deutschland Sucht Den Superstar

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you’re feeling blue

If you’re away from love and you’re alone

If you call your friends and nobody’s home

You can run away but you can’t hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I show you there’s a destiny
The best things in life
They’re free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you

If you’re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There’s a place in heaven where we’ll go

If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side I promise you
I’ll never hide What real love can do

What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do