HELLO!!!!!!!!!!

Really feel like waving a big hello to all hu r reading now. I have not been blogging for the longest time I think. Oh gosh! I think I have a lot to say and yet I have been far too busy to blog.

Life hasn't been great. I have been down. I have not been really happy. I was and am still intern-ing @ DLS. I chose the firm. I was excited b4 I got in but never did I expect measurement exams everyday. It's really like exams. You gotta figure it out yourself and can only ask the ppl there only if you really really really can't figure it out coz' they are real busy ppl and they have no time to entertain you but they still expect you to give them wad they wan on time.

Recently time has been a little better I guess coz I dun haf to do OT till 11pm anymore and dun haf to rush to meet deadlines anymore. A new guy entered DLS a couple of weeks ago and he has taken part of my job. He is my saviour. But still I hate staying there. I don't like to stare at the dwg didn't noe wad to do and keep thinking when is the right time to go and ask. I hate this.

I have been busy organising activities for my weekends and some weekdays evenings but I have not been really enjoying myself, esp for the weekdays activities. I am a boring person. I wanted to go home at 9plus after the activity coz I wanna go home and get prepared to slp. I gotta wake up at 6.40am every morning and man, it's a torture to me. For my weekends, I keep thinking it passes too fast and start to dread abt the mon dat is coming. I hate this kind of life. I miss school. Seriously. I took a total of 3 days of MC during this internship. And only 1 pathetic day is true. The other 2 days I took coz' I want to go out. I wan to run away from all these. I felt like a loser. But I can't help it. I am weak.

No matter wad, it's juz 7days. 7 more working days till end of intern. I really hope that day will come soon. I really wish to fly back to HK soon. I wan to shop, eat, laugh and play.

Just 7 more days. Hang it there!

p.s. oops while I was so excitedly waiting for 17.07.09 to come, my dear friend the bendan dq is going back to aust on dat day too. haha!

Met up with friends quite freq nowadays coz I juz need someone to tok to me. One thing I hate abt being in office is also because there is no one talking. Everyone is so busy and just doing and doing. No one talks to me. I want someone to tok to me. Maybe if someone toks to me, I wun hate work dat much. And dat's y nowdays when I met up with friends, I will tok non stop like I have nvr tok b4 and I don't hate going to tuition already coz' at least my student will tok to me. I have been emailing in office though but it's different. I need to open my mouth and chat.

Oh but my emails are going crazy. If I leave my com for like half an hr, I will prob get 30+ mails already. We are having a msn-like hotmail session. And I am really glad my cousins are there with me thru' this period. They are always entertaining me during work hrs and sometimes we will tok abt crazy stuff and actually anything under the sun we can also chat like a big and interesting topic. They reply fast and always give me support for those unhappiness I had during work.

Anyway, it's juz 7 more days!



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