Why? Why? Why?

Why? do not know why today i have this feeling?

Before, I think 

( i don't know how to call her, she is not my fd, my family...)

 [make it be***ok?]

*** in my eyes is 101ms, but now i also think *** outside is 101

inside= lower[ i don't want to tell u sor]

i think that i cannot do so [sth i do it not good EVERY DAY]

because of many things thant i would not do so-------

many many many many many it was toooooo much!!

when i close my eyes i can think of as much as i can~~

I think .....

I am so ........................                 ok -o-

i stop here .

i don't want to talk or think it any more it make me #%^@

thank you u all for lis me

if u are don't my fd [maybe my fd don't know!],

i can tell u that u must not know what i am talking about!

if u know, u must is my fd [ e.g. CL,AM,H]

ok? thanks a lot x 999999999999999999999999999999999999...

I am now better then before la :)

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