我真的哭笑不得

话说我有另一个地方，是写着我认为我很认真的感受。

上一篇文章的主角无知少女看完我最新一篇《又一杰作》后，竟作出：“你是在说我吗？呵呵呵，我会照顾好自己的”的留言！

让我可笑不得的是，我写的这篇文章的感受的主角不是说她，她以为我在说她。我再看看自己的文字，代入她的事和她的想法，好像又有点儿是对她的事作出的感受的感觉。

无论点，她的这件事的确令我很生气。为什么？就像要劝说你很在乎的人不要吸毒，他明知道吸毒有害，但还是要吸毒的感觉。

我在看看她最近写的东西，好像不是想把它只让我这个朋友才知道的，她决定公诸于世！那我又帮你做好事吧！

1.) I don't play around with guns (they do come up in my dreams but i have never in my life used one)

 2.) The other thing is when im with you; i wont change; i might change to make you like me more; but not in to a prson that will hurt you; im not like that;  i dont belive in hurting people even the ones i love; if they are getting hurt then yes i will defend for them but not kill; if they pull out a gun or a knife; ill use my martial arts skills; i learned that because i learned that guns are not the best way for defending your self.

 3.)  Belive me; I do have money, I do have good ambition and I do make sure that I am full of responsibility.   I am sure that I'm ready to be with you.

4.)  Also, I'm not going to get you pregnant until you are ready to be abd want to have a kid (its your choice; not mine), also what your mom said about "you will face an uncomfortable reality"; I don't belive in it (I will never hit, kick, punch, grab you by your hair, throw you down stairs or any hitng like that; I don't hurt people and thats the way i always will be; I'll never be and plan to be a hurtful person to you or others (Even to your parents); Please belive me; I have been raise right in my life; Just like your paretns are doing for you, my parents did the same for me; they told me what was right and what was wrong and I'm taking what they told me in to action in my life and I'm going to make it grow more when I'm with you; Im not going to treat you badly; I really want to talk to your mom about this please; if not on the phone then on email.

 5.)  What do I have that make me feel tensed up or nervous. Remember I'm here for you and I always will be by phone, email, and tagged. (Anywhere) If you want to contact me then just contact me.  Im here to help you out because of how we feel about each other.   Feeling in love with a person you haven't meet yet might not feel normal but it is. If you take it day by day (and thats what we are doing).  you shouldn't feel like your playing your life as a bet; a life in not to be "bet" on.   But please stay with me; I'll make you feel safe all the time. Just tell me what do I do that makes you have something that make me feel tensed up or nervous.  Tell me and we will work this out (anything that your worried about we can talk about it and work it out; thats how a relationship works) 

 6.)  The quote you said "There is no fear without hope, no hope without fear"; I used that in my life before.  I used that in my nightmares; I cant pass my fear of my dreams unless i have a great hope that I am with some one; ever since i am with you i haven't had those dreams and i thank you for that (I really do from the deepest parts and corners of my heart)

7.) We can still be dating online and date in person but we have to keep on going on this. Stick with me and you will tell that I am ready to be with you and You with me.

 8.) If you rejected my love, of course I wont know what to do; but i know ill always be stopping by your house and stand outside your house praying for you to came back; I'll live me life until you do.  You know where I will be.  Ill stay single for you until i die. I feel deep within me that you are the one for my heart and ill tell you this; With all my other girlfriends... I never felt like this before.