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如果因為要幸福而要放棄音樂, 我會快樂嗎?

不能因精彩的午夜現場音樂而晚歸, 不能為了練習而不做飯做家務, 不能整天待在家練習...

我退步了, 我不快樂, 我憎恨自己不夠堅持.

越來越明白那段對話的真意,

"Those married muscians are not happy...they can't focus on music. "

What should I do?