What is wrong with me?!

I just can't hold it when im drunk...i just get so upset when i c people approaching u, especially when im drunk, i can hold it and be cool when im sober...i thought its been so long and im totally over u...but the fact is im not, and i never will...no...im not gonna suffer again becos of u, pls let me get over u...but its so tough cos im gonna c u every year in my life, and theres no way i can resist though u did nothing to mislead me at all anymore......